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fan_eunice) wrote2010-05-17 06:51 pm
fan_eunice) wrote2010-05-17 06:51 pm
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I have no idea if I'm going to be able to pull a vid off this week. I know I say that every week, but this time it's way truer than all those other times I was flailing and giving up. Honest. I've got my song and my project file all set up, I'm just...not getting anywhere. *pokes timeline with a stick*
Unrelated because the vid in question is not going to be about this, but I wish to talk about it. Y'all know how I am anti-OTP? How the mere mention of soulmates and 4Evah and demanding that any certain characters have to be together makes me throw up a little in my mouth? Yes, well, I am now vomiting at myself. Because somewhere right around the time Rory cut off his ponytail for Amy...I flipped firmly to the side of utterly batshit shipping them. Well, really it started back in Vampires of Venice when they went off giggling on their date and Rory went to take a picture and Amy made the goofy face. And then the rest of it. I think I was probably doomed to unreasonableness about this at the 'It's YOU, stupid' but it didn't actually hit me until the cutting of the ponytail.
This does not mean I don't still OT3 like mad. Of course I do, because it would be awesome for all three of them and the day I'm not at least a polyshipper is the day you want to check me for brain damage because something has gone HORRIBLY WRONG. Also, Amy/River is just too hot to give up as well, so I'm OT4ing as well.
It's just that Amy/Rory is the unbreakable part of all ships for me. That I now find the notion that they would not end up/be together UNPOSSIBLE. That where I would usually find it a satisfying resolution to a ship if one half of the pair left it, I would throw a tantrum that would make a two year old deprived of ice cream seem calm if that happened here.
I sincerely hope I can retain some hold on sanity should anything happen (OH GOD DONT LET ANYTHING HAPPEN), but I fear you may lose me. Just, try to remember when I used to be sane fondly when I'm taking out full page newspaper ads about implicit promises and hounding people in their LJs if they so much as *doubt* the PURE TRUE PERFECT RIGHTNESS of this ship.
'Cause I am a goner with a capital G. *flails*
Unrelated because the vid in question is not going to be about this, but I wish to talk about it. Y'all know how I am anti-OTP? How the mere mention of soulmates and 4Evah and demanding that any certain characters have to be together makes me throw up a little in my mouth? Yes, well, I am now vomiting at myself. Because somewhere right around the time Rory cut off his ponytail for Amy...I flipped firmly to the side of utterly batshit shipping them. Well, really it started back in Vampires of Venice when they went off giggling on their date and Rory went to take a picture and Amy made the goofy face. And then the rest of it. I think I was probably doomed to unreasonableness about this at the 'It's YOU, stupid' but it didn't actually hit me until the cutting of the ponytail.
This does not mean I don't still OT3 like mad. Of course I do, because it would be awesome for all three of them and the day I'm not at least a polyshipper is the day you want to check me for brain damage because something has gone HORRIBLY WRONG. Also, Amy/River is just too hot to give up as well, so I'm OT4ing as well.
It's just that Amy/Rory is the unbreakable part of all ships for me. That I now find the notion that they would not end up/be together UNPOSSIBLE. That where I would usually find it a satisfying resolution to a ship if one half of the pair left it, I would throw a tantrum that would make a two year old deprived of ice cream seem calm if that happened here.
I sincerely hope I can retain some hold on sanity should anything happen (OH GOD DONT LET ANYTHING HAPPEN), but I fear you may lose me. Just, try to remember when I used to be sane fondly when I'm taking out full page newspaper ads about implicit promises and hounding people in their LJs if they so much as *doubt* the PURE TRUE PERFECT RIGHTNESS of this ship.
'Cause I am a goner with a capital G. *flails*
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Hee! The batshit part isn't wanting it. It's what I fear my reaction might be if I don't get it. Also the feeling like people who don't 'ship it are Morally Deficient In Some Way.
I'd like to think I'd take my own advice about that's what fanfic and such is for, and shipping is for fun and so on. But really? I think tantrum throwing is the likely outcome.
And heaven help us ALL if so much of a hair on Rory's precious head is hurt for real (yes, I know, ponytail, I'm being metaphorical *g*). They will hear my screams from space.
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Oh, I do understand that; I'm just completely sure we're going to get it. Which is probably overconfident and foolish of me, but right now I don't care. They just have to get their happy ending! (Though I think they're going to go through the ringer first, so you might not want to stop worrying about Rory just yet.)
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*clutches him protectively and hides him behind a door*
Right now I'm going on faith it will all work out okay. It just HAS TO.
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