Hee, no, that makes *total* sense, and is the reason I LOVE HIM SO MUCH...I just hadn't filed any of those qualities under "hot". This is possibly due to a near total lack of interest in dating dudes in general. Those things make me want to give him a GIANT HUG, and to go exploring the universe with him. Which is funny because he's not really a hugger, this one. But yeah, there is...like, Ten's hugs were delightful but it was this brief flash of connection and then gone. What Eleventy does is much more...sustained? Is that the word I'm looking for?

But yeah, in terms of what I would think of as "hot", it's pretty much *only* when he does the intense gazing that I start going "OKAY, EVERYBODY START GETTING NAKED WHILE I GO GET MY CAMERA"

This...is totally one of those moments where sisabet looks at me, sighs, and says 'you are *such* a lesbian' isn't it?