WORD! I often hobble myself as a vidder for the same reason. I see all these brilliant vids and mine feel stupid and clumsy. Other people's cuts are always faster and their structure is better and they have narrative and meaning. And I want to be those vidders and make those vids. It was you who told me to just embrace the vidder I am, so I'm glad you have rediscovered this pearl of wisdom. (HUG). It doesn't mean we're not always trying to be better, just that we're not trying to be someone else :o)