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fan_eunice ([personal profile] fan_eunice) wrote2008-03-26 08:29 am

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Moving is hard. I have six weeks before I have to be out of this place and I have nowhere to move to. The first few attempts at apartment hunting have been kind of a disaster, since I have discovered that there are very few apartments available in the area I'm looking. This is causing serious amounts of panic. Not to mention all the packing and cleaning and switching utilities and all of that. I don't know why, but I thought moving to the suburbs of a city I already live in would be easier than my usual out of state moves. It's not. I've had easier apartment hunts looking on opposite coasts than this one, 20 minutes from where I am.

Between all that and various family visits going on I am falling desperately behind on fannish stuff. Perhaps this is a good thing, considering it also means I haven't had time to wander randomly around discussion and meta, a habit that tends to generate permanent bruising on my forehead from bashing it into my desk.

One fannish thing, semi-related. So, it's time to start gearing up for S4 Doctor Who. When I have the chance to think about that my squee is strong. It's going to remain strong. I need this y'all. If ever I needed my place of escape that would be now. So I am determined. No matter what happens I'm going to find my squee in every single episode. No matter what. No joke, if there is an entire episode that features nothing but Ten, surrounded by candles, writing bad emo poetry about how all he wants is to settle down and have timebabies with Rose? My post episode response is going to be to talk about how pretty David Tennant looks by candlelight. Determined. That's what I am. I make my own fun, and though I suspect there will be plenty of squee just for me in this upcoming season, I've got my safety scissors and glitter at the ready for anything that doesn't. Be on the lookout for mindless enthusiasm. :D

I want to vid. I haven't even looked at FCP in a week, and while that's not unusual since long stretches of inactivity are part of my vid process, it is unusual when I've got actual ideas and motivation piling up in my head and vids on the timeline that are actually progressing instead of just sitting there mocking me. I'm sure if I could find the time to sit for one proper vidding session something would stall out and start with the mocking and I wouldn't feel quite as twitchy about not having the time or mental energy to vid. This is such bad timing to actually not be in the middle of flaily avoidance. *kicks creative process*

How are you guys? If there's anything going on that I'm missing, or if stuff has happened with you that I should know about, please, please, please comment or link me or email. What I hate more than falling behind fannishly, is falling behind on knowing how you all are. 'Cause you are awesome.