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Sorry for being so...y'know lately. Clearly I am not very chill about the port removal and brca testing being done tomorrow. I just really, really don't want more surgery. Not even minor stuff like the port removal. Really not the removal of my ovaries which will occur if the brca test comes back positive. Scars are totally cool, but I think I've got enough of them already, thank you. And, not that I will miss them in particular, but I'd like losing body parts not to become a trend. See also: stupid wonky thyroid which is also on the list of things that need more testing. I'm going to be a cyborg by the time I'm 50 or something.

Y'all, seriously, if my random freakouts and the posting results of same bother you please do not feel bad about defriending me. I will not in any way be upset or offended.

If it helps it will be over tomorrow at least. Well, not the waiting on the test results but this part. And then Sunday we hit the COMPLETELY EPIC portion of Eleventy season. I'm pretty sure nothing can stand in the way of the squee storm I feel building. I predict capslock. Lots and lots of capslock.

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*hugs and sends support*

Yes, how awful of you to be anxious about and sick of medical stuff, we must all defriend you immediately. Many hugs and I hope being buffeted about by the squee storm is fun and distracting. :-)

I SUPPORT CAPSLOCK.

Defriend you? I'm not going anywhere. Even if they turn you into a killer robot.

::tacklehugs::

Oh, yes, how dare you not be sunshine and puppies and rainbows.

That's what we have Eleven for, remember?

Dude. Do NOT apologize. If you can't freak out and rant about this stuff in your journal, where can you? And dear...Eleventy, I can not imagine how scary the thought of more surgery must be to you at this point. *snuggles you* Rant and squee and freakout, all are welcome. Well, OK, I'd rather things were going for you in such a way that you didn't need the rant and things weren't freaky, but since I am not (dammit) in charge of the universe, do whatever you need to do. *loves*

(Also, hi! I'm over here too. Not that I use this journal either...)

*many, many, many more hugs*

<3333 I hope things go as well as possible tomorrow!

And I await Eleventy capslock joy with glee - the week between the two parts of a season finale are frequently pretty awesome times to hang out in fandom, I'm looking forward to it.

*hugs tight*

*adds to the hugs*

You're definitely not getting rid of me so easily!

*more hugs*

*defrenz*

O WAIT NO I DON'T! =D

HUG

So there.

::hugs you tight::

I am happy to hear about your pending squee storm! I look forward to the capslock. :)

*so much hugs* I wouldn't be chill about those either.

Flail as much as you like, you've got plenty of reason. *squish*

The whole wait-for-Saturday thing is wrecking me. I can't cope. If I'm not given peace to watch it in, murder may be done.