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[fan_eunice]

Sorry for being so...y'know lately. Clearly I am not very chill about the port removal and brca testing being done tomorrow. I just really, really don't want more surgery. Not even minor stuff like the port removal. Really not the removal of my ovaries which will occur if the brca test comes back positive. Scars are totally cool, but I think I've got enough of them already, thank you. And, not that I will miss them in particular, but I'd like losing body parts not to become a trend. See also: stupid wonky thyroid which is also on the list of things that need more testing. I'm going to be a cyborg by the time I'm 50 or something.

Y'all, seriously, if my random freakouts and the posting results of same bother you please do not feel bad about defriending me. I will not in any way be upset or offended.

If it helps it will be over tomorrow at least. Well, not the waiting on the test results but this part. And then Sunday we hit the COMPLETELY EPIC portion of Eleventy season. I'm pretty sure nothing can stand in the way of the squee storm I feel building. I predict capslock. Lots and lots of capslock.

Comments

[skipthedemon]

*hugs and sends support*

[fan_eunice]

*smooshes*

[violetisblue]

Yes, how awful of you to be anxious about and sick of medical stuff, we must all defriend you immediately. Many hugs and I hope being buffeted about by the squee storm is fun and distracting. :-)

[fan_eunice]

Yes, well...someone told me Matt Smith has a two year contract and TOTALLY MADE MY NIGHT. SO THE CAPSLOCK BEGIN EARLY. :D :D :D

[violetisblue]

THREE-year, you mean. THREE. :-D

[fan_eunice]

ACK, I meant to say three year which gets me TWO MORE YEARS, but the capslock garbled it. WHATEVER, ELEVENTY IS ALL MINE, MINE, MINE.

[laurashapiro]

I SUPPORT CAPSLOCK.

Defriend you? I'm not going anywhere. Even if they turn you into a killer robot.

::tacklehugs::

[fan_eunice]

You know, maybe killer robot isn't so bad. Either I'll be able to shoot laser beams out of my eyes or I'll look like Summer Glau. This has potential.

[laurashapiro]

I like the way you think!

::flashes killer robot icon::

[nestra]

Oh, yes, how dare you not be sunshine and puppies and rainbows.

That's what we have Eleven for, remember?

[fan_eunice]

Eleventeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I swear I can't think of him and *not* smile. Not even when everything sucks. And his hair.

[medley]

Dude. Do NOT apologize. If you can't freak out and rant about this stuff in your journal, where can you? And dear...Eleventy, I can not imagine how scary the thought of more surgery must be to you at this point. *snuggles you* Rant and squee and freakout, all are welcome. Well, OK, I'd rather things were going for you in such a way that you didn't need the rant and things weren't freaky, but since I am not (dammit) in charge of the universe, do whatever you need to do. *loves*

(Also, hi! I'm over here too. Not that I use this journal either...)

[fan_eunice]

KITTEH FORT. (never fails to work, you should keep that icon for all time)

[medley]

It really is a great icon. Rustydog just wins for making that one.

[klia]

*many, many, many more hugs*

[fan_eunice]

*big big big GIANT HUGE hugs for you*

[such_heights]

<3333 I hope things go as well as possible tomorrow!

And I await Eleventy capslock joy with glee - the week between the two parts of a season finale are frequently pretty awesome times to hang out in fandom, I'm looking forward to it.

*hugs tight*

[fan_eunice]

It is going to be sort of amaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazing. I can only imagine the level of OMGWTF JUST HAPPENED AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH kind of cliffhanger we have in store for Saturday.


*snuggles*

[fannishnonsense]

*adds to the hugs*

You're definitely not getting rid of me so easily!

*more hugs*

[fan_eunice]

Better not. There was a clause in that 'go ahead and defriend me' phrase that went 'unless you are darthcorrie, in which case DONT YOU DARE'

*snuggle*

[fannishnonsense]

Well, good. I'm glad we're agreed on that then. <3

*smishes*

[merryish]

*defrenz*

O WAIT NO I DON'T! =D

HUG

So there.

[fan_eunice]

Damnit. My dastardly plan to get rid of you FAILED. What if I kick a kitten?

[heresluck]

::hugs you tight::

I am happy to hear about your pending squee storm! I look forward to the capslock. :)

[fan_eunice]

*hugs you back tighter*

Man, it's like medical test waiting season. What the hell is up with that?

[everysecondtuesday]

*so much hugs* I wouldn't be chill about those either.

[fan_eunice]

*HUUUUUUUUUGS*

I really shouldn't be freaked out. I am promised taking it out is easier than putting it in. And the brca testing is just a cheek swab (it is the results part I am wigged about). And yet. Stupid doctors.

[marymac]

Flail as much as you like, you've got plenty of reason. *squish*

The whole wait-for-Saturday thing is wrecking me. I can't cope. If I'm not given peace to watch it in, murder may be done.