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Still hanging at Zen's and it is wonderful with the chilling on the couch watching things. I will probably be leaving early Saturday for the long drive back, so brunch will not likely happen which is :(, however there is also no way I'm not coming back to Chicago before next Vividcon so I will see peoples more then.

I am hoping to have internet for reals when I get home so I can post my Challenge vid, and also because we kind of ran out of time at the end of the Big Emotions panel and if people are interested I would love to expand that conversation online both for those who were there and people who weren't. Of the many things I took away from VVC this year is that I miss these kinds of intense conversations about vids and vidding and the energy and ideas and inspiration they provide. I've been hiding in my Insecurity Bunker for a long time and not engaging for fear of looking or sounding dumb, the same reason I have watched very few vids in recent years. I think I'm done with that.

ANYWAY. More Zen time because I love my Zen. Then home to a nearly finished house to furnish and hopefully real internet. <3 <3 <3

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I will miss you and I love you!!!!

Miss you baaaaack! I have every intention of visiting Chicago at least a couple times this year and HUGGING YOU.

I miss these kinds of intense conversations about vids and vidding and the energy and ideas and inspiration they provide.

This, this, this! I need to learn, myself, how to have these sorts of conversations via the magical intarweb tubes.

*nodnod*

I'm working myself up to it. Part of it is that it involves going outside the comfort zone and participating in the larger discussions and that's scary. Scarier than shooting the shit with people in the hotel lobby, anyway.

But, onward!

You have an Insecurity Bunker?!!?!?! This shocks me as I can never imagine you looking and sounding dumb.

It was so good to see you!!!

OMG I have a huge Insecurity Bunker. There's a reason I co-modded the I Suck panel a few years back :).

Good too see you too, though there wasn't enough time omg. The weekend goes by way too quickly.

Oh, you! You and your totally baseless insecurities! You got me excited about vidding--much more than I would have been just from signing up for Festivids. You got me to go to VVC! You don't get to hide in the insecurity bunker.

\o/ \o/ :)