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Though I did not actually make it all day yesterday, I did manage to actually fall back asleep during the actual night. Woke up at 4 am, but I am hopeful that will help.
This morning I am attempting to be an adult about the fact that even if the reports of a Headstones show are true, I can't go. There is just no way I can manage it financially or physically at this point and on a few months notice. I can't. The proper response to this is not to throw a childish tantrum as is my first instinct. Yes, Hugh Dillon is my fucking hero. He will continue to be so, even if I don't ever get to be in the same room with him. And yes, I probably play the Headstones more than just about anything else in my iTunes. But I had accepted long ago that I'd never see them play, on account of the whole not discovering them until after they'd broken up...so really, that hasn't changed from two days ago.
This is fine. It's all good. No, really. It is. I will just keep telling myself that until I don't want to burst into tears anymore. :(
This morning I am attempting to be an adult about the fact that even if the reports of a Headstones show are true, I can't go. There is just no way I can manage it financially or physically at this point and on a few months notice. I can't. The proper response to this is not to throw a childish tantrum as is my first instinct. Yes, Hugh Dillon is my fucking hero. He will continue to be so, even if I don't ever get to be in the same room with him. And yes, I probably play the Headstones more than just about anything else in my iTunes. But I had accepted long ago that I'd never see them play, on account of the whole not discovering them until after they'd broken up...so really, that hasn't changed from two days ago.
This is fine. It's all good. No, really. It is. I will just keep telling myself that until I don't want to burst into tears anymore. :(