Eunice

Am I seriously going to post thoughts on a Lifetime movie? Why yes, yes I am. Do I need a spoiler cut? I should put a spoiler cut, more to let y'all skip right past this entry than anything else.

( brief thoughts on my night with Lifetime )

I was telling Zen how my mornings have improved since my routine has gone from "coffee and smoke' to 'coffee, smoke, and Hugh on the iTunes' and she shared this icon with me OMG. Look! All three! In icon form! *makes happy flaily noises*

I am still woefully behind on everything fannishly, but I am starting to pull out of the nosedive in general just a bit. My house is getting closer to clean and I'm eyeing the backlog of stuff to watch with something approaching enthusiasm. Yesterday I actually left the house and made it to brunch for the first time in weeks where I got to see my Chicago people, along with bonus jarrow, who, I swear, somehow manages to get more adorable every time I see him.

And I have plans this week to park on Zen's couch for watching of stuff (Sarah Jane Adventures YAY!), and playing video games. It will be awesome. I am starting to slowly feel a bit more like diving back into Who. We've been on a bit of a break since the end of this last season, for many reasons, not the least of which is how bugfuck the fandom can be. But I do miss squeeing about my Tennant, and overwhelming love for the entire series. I've still got a bunch of unfinished vids I haven't touched in...wow. Aside from a few days post Vividcon I haven't opened FCP at all in months. But I do want to finish the Seven and Ace vid at some point. I keep meaning to make a point of bumping it to the top of the list, so I should really actually do that. If that doesn't bring my squee back full force, I'm not sure what would. :)

*hugs to you all*

In conclusion, Hugh Dillon. Shut up.

This month sort of sucks. I'm still having a hard time with the actually interacting with other people or getting done anything I need to get done. Mostly I've been just sort of drifting through days staring blankly, the tv might be on but I'm not really watching, I can't focus long enough to play the Wii most of the time, and my house is an absolute disaster. I hate when I do this. It kind of scares me. I hate that I don't have any real fannish focus right now that might act as a distraction, or any real motivation to be creative at all. The best I've got right now is a continuing fascination with Hugh Dillon, and bless Zen for uploading all of the Headstones for me this morning to load up in my iTunes for obsessive listening. At least I have good music to accompany my wallowing.

What are y'all up to?