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You know, I'm more than a little disturbed that my last two days in fandom have consisted of me posting vids that included Doctor/Rose to Celine Dion and Ianto Jones busting a move to Young MC. It's like...somewhere my life took a deeply bizzare turn and I'm not sure where. That I can fully lay the blame for these things on other (very EVIL, very BAD) people is a small comfort. I seriously need to go work on that Seven and Ace vid now and salvage something of my tattered dignity. The Kandyman can only be a step up.
However, the Ianto wars have led me to a sad conclusion about my future vid projects. The Emo!Ianto vid is just never going to happen. I missed the moment, and in the wake of S2, despite my deep and pure TRUE LOVE for all things that involve the Emo Face of Ianto, and my belief that he is very much human and needs to be loved, I can no longer fully justify a vid in which all his hope his gone. He's just too damn plucky (and move busty). But I want to vid him. I *really* want to. Must find song for real, one that can incorporate both emo and plucky with a side of mansex.
I also really need to sit down and make plans for all the real life stuff that needs to get done. If I'm moving to the suburbs at the end of April, then I don't have much time to start pulling my shit together if I want to avoid a panic filled frenzy that puts me out of commission for months after. Randomly, I miss Guitar Hero. A lot. I woke up this morning with a strong urge to play it and it was VERY SAD when I realized that I still can't afford to purchase everything...well, not and continue my goal of actually being adult-like and responsible and keeping at least a little bit of cushion against the big trips (VVC and UK) coming up. Especially since I'll be having a car again when I move and all the costs that come with, not to mention, y'know, moving isn't free. But I want it. *throws tantrum*.
However, the Ianto wars have led me to a sad conclusion about my future vid projects. The Emo!Ianto vid is just never going to happen. I missed the moment, and in the wake of S2, despite my deep and pure TRUE LOVE for all things that involve the Emo Face of Ianto, and my belief that he is very much human and needs to be loved, I can no longer fully justify a vid in which all his hope his gone. He's just too damn plucky (and move busty). But I want to vid him. I *really* want to. Must find song for real, one that can incorporate both emo and plucky with a side of mansex.
I also really need to sit down and make plans for all the real life stuff that needs to get done. If I'm moving to the suburbs at the end of April, then I don't have much time to start pulling my shit together if I want to avoid a panic filled frenzy that puts me out of commission for months after. Randomly, I miss Guitar Hero. A lot. I woke up this morning with a strong urge to play it and it was VERY SAD when I realized that I still can't afford to purchase everything...well, not and continue my goal of actually being adult-like and responsible and keeping at least a little bit of cushion against the big trips (VVC and UK) coming up. Especially since I'll be having a car again when I move and all the costs that come with, not to mention, y'know, moving isn't free. But I want it. *throws tantrum*.
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