Saturday!!

The problem I always have with clipping for a vid is that I get distracted way too easily by rewatching whole series. I only meant to start watching on fast forward through specific due South eps looking for stuff for my first vidlet. I really did. And then I realized that I hadn't really sat down and watched all the RayK episodes as a whole since the first time I saw them. And it turned into a marathon. And I still haven't clipped or vidded a single thing.

On the plus side, rewatching with more distance from the first seasons I find that I'm way more engaged this time around. And I should clarify. I love RayK, and I've always *liked* the later episodes. But the first time I watched them I had them at arms length because it hurt to let go of Vecchio, and that had just happened for me. It needed time to settle, and I don't think I realized how much because I thought I'd managed to work through my issues way more than I had. There is a different, I dunno...flavor to my love of RayK now that it doesn't feel so much like I"m OMGCHEATING on Vecchio. Which is totally irrational I know. I am perfectly aware logically that loving one does not take away from the other and have forcefully argued such many times in the past. It just took me awhile to feel it as strongly as I believed it. *g*

So really, it's a perfectly good reason to just watch all the episodes again instead of just particularly for this vidlet that is a quickie in and out one minute on a specific thing right? Right.