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I remain ten kinds of off center. Sleep continues to follow a strange patchwork pattern where I just...kind of drop off randomly for a few hours and then I'm awake and then I'm asleep with no rhyme or reason and it's making me fuzzy headed and weird. I'm also having panic issues regarding email and LJ, which are leading me to not comment and freak out about that, or to comment and then freak out about that, more so than usual I mean, so if I seem either weird or like I'm ignoring you? It's not you, it's me. Being a freak. My vidbrain is not helping matters any with internal conversations going a lot like this:( me, arguing with myself )