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Lots and lots going on, for which I intend to make a longer update in the very near future. Just. My life is insane right now.
Mostly I'm posting right now because I had one of those 'Wouldn't it be cool if' moments, and I wouldn't even know where to begin making it happen if it is even possible or if it would be awesome to anyone but me.
See, I have the next 6 month oncologist followup on Monday, a thing which never fails to put me in an utterly foul mood that alternates between terror and wanting to punch things in the face. Because fuck cancer. Seriously, fuck it. And I started thinking about the number of fannish people I have known and loved who have had to deal with this bullshit, either directly or through a family member or friends...and there's a whole lot of us. Which morphed into thinking kinda, you know what would be awesome? From a fannish cancer survivor perspective. If there were, like, a collection of pictures of actors/musicians/writers or whatever holding up 'Fuck cancer' signs. So when you were sitting there wanting to punch cancer in the face, you could pull it up and look at it and go 'You know who *else* wants to punch cancer in the face? [Insert person you are fannish about] does.'
Possibly it would only be me who would take comfort in walking into my oncology appointments with an image in my head that tells me, like, Misha Collins or whoever hates cancer's skeevy ass as much as I do. But I totally would.
Mostly I'm posting right now because I had one of those 'Wouldn't it be cool if' moments, and I wouldn't even know where to begin making it happen if it is even possible or if it would be awesome to anyone but me.
See, I have the next 6 month oncologist followup on Monday, a thing which never fails to put me in an utterly foul mood that alternates between terror and wanting to punch things in the face. Because fuck cancer. Seriously, fuck it. And I started thinking about the number of fannish people I have known and loved who have had to deal with this bullshit, either directly or through a family member or friends...and there's a whole lot of us. Which morphed into thinking kinda, you know what would be awesome? From a fannish cancer survivor perspective. If there were, like, a collection of pictures of actors/musicians/writers or whatever holding up 'Fuck cancer' signs. So when you were sitting there wanting to punch cancer in the face, you could pull it up and look at it and go 'You know who *else* wants to punch cancer in the face? [Insert person you are fannish about] does.'
Possibly it would only be me who would take comfort in walking into my oncology appointments with an image in my head that tells me, like, Misha Collins or whoever hates cancer's skeevy ass as much as I do. But I totally would.