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So, I know I said no more Doctor Who vids for now, but. I have a more than three quarters finished bouncy Rose vid sitting on my hard drive that I rewatched this morning going through my vid related folders and...I kind of want to finish it. This was my "Rose was awesome and I will miss her, goodbye" vid. It probably wouldn't take very long to get it done, there's only a few blank spaces. I have been, since...wow, March, considering this vid one of my biggest failures. It stalled out during the time when I was trying to work and barely hanging on and then I got fired about the same time I declared the vid hopeless. I have strongly associated those feelings of failure with the wall I ran up against working on the vid. Except...having now seen it again after not looking at it since then...damn...it was a LOT closer to finished than I remembered. A lot. And it's not as horrible as I thought it was.
I'd have to recut it since all I have is the last export I did. I deleted the project file and everything else off my computer in a fit of frustrated tears when I thought it was forever doomed (note to self: don't DO THAT, you never know). And...it would be nice to spend some time with Rose that wasn't about me being irritated as fuck with fandom. I doubt the world needs another Rose vid. But I might need my Rose vid for me. I dunno. I will ponder. It really isn't more than a week or two worth of work (assuming it doesn't take me too long to get the source back on my hard drive and recut).
I'd have to recut it since all I have is the last export I did. I deleted the project file and everything else off my computer in a fit of frustrated tears when I thought it was forever doomed (note to self: don't DO THAT, you never know). And...it would be nice to spend some time with Rose that wasn't about me being irritated as fuck with fandom. I doubt the world needs another Rose vid. But I might need my Rose vid for me. I dunno. I will ponder. It really isn't more than a week or two worth of work (assuming it doesn't take me too long to get the source back on my hard drive and recut).