wtf?

[fan_eunice]

So, right after I post the last entry? FCP crashes so hard my whole computer throws up it's hands and runs off to hide under a rock. Okay, fine. This is why autosave was invented. Except for the part where it then refused to reopen the project. I glare. Seriously, not five minutes after that my cable and internets go down completely. I glare harder. I call Comcast only to discover that, um, whoops, I have once again forgotten to pay my bill. Do that. Have to call back because internet doesn't come back on until I do the unplug/restart dance/send a pulse dance several times with Comcast. FINE. FCP is now opening my project but taking over five minutes to do so, and randomly quitting (taking, again, another five minutes to open every time). I get it, the universe hates me today. Check bank account to make sure cable payment is going to go through okay. Remember that cable is not the only bill I've managed to forget about. Slap forehead and realize extra money I've been spending is not extra, it was supposed to go to bills. Most of which now have late fees and past due amounts that are a bit scary. Idiot. Have to transfer chunk out of savings to cover everything. Irresponsible spending now affecting actual plans for savings. Can't even really distract self with vidding on account of the slow/crash problem.

Why am I allowed to be an adult again? I sort of fail at it.