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So it is four in the morning and I haven't slept yet, but I'm not actually bothered by the insomnia right now. Wanna know why? BECAUSE I AM VIDDING. And not just talking about vidding, or coming up with more ideas for vids, actually in Final Cut laying clips. It's been months since I've done that. Longer since I've done more than half heartedly open it for ten minutes and then go hide under the covers. I swear I am downright giddy at the moment. I don't even care if this vid sucks, because I have missed this so much, you don't even know. I love this. Despite all the insecurity and panic attacks and insanity that comes with it, there is no other high in my life quite like the one vidding provides. And I really thought I'd forgotten how. That it was over. But it's not.
I finally got up the guts to open project files for three of my current vid ideas last night and started throwing clips at the various timelines, and somewhere in the middle of that the Flashpoint vid caught fire, and there I was, back in that place. The one that makes me a total vidding junkie. I shoulda known Hugh would come through for me. And the other vids have more than enough potential that I have them to jump to when I need to switch gears, either because I'm stuck on this one or because I finish it.
*lets out the biggest sigh of relief EVAR*
Now if you will excuse me, I need to get back to setting Ed's manpain to music (Oh, Ed...*sob*)
I finally got up the guts to open project files for three of my current vid ideas last night and started throwing clips at the various timelines, and somewhere in the middle of that the Flashpoint vid caught fire, and there I was, back in that place. The one that makes me a total vidding junkie. I shoulda known Hugh would come through for me. And the other vids have more than enough potential that I have them to jump to when I need to switch gears, either because I'm stuck on this one or because I finish it.
*lets out the biggest sigh of relief EVAR*
Now if you will excuse me, I need to get back to setting Ed's manpain to music (Oh, Ed...*sob*)