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Day three, no smoking. Of course, I had to have Zen take my car away so I don't have any way of getting to the store in order to get this far. I don't trust myself to have the car back at all right now. If you put a cigarette in front of me right now I'd smoke it. Which is insane. My skin may very well turn funny colors and fall off post surgery if I did. I've been reading studies that say chemo is less effective in smokers. It wouldn't just be ordinary dumb for me to smoke right now...it would be suicidal dumb. So I'll continue to go to extreme measures to keep myself away, but this is just ridiculous that I have to. You'd think death would be a big enough motivation, wouldn't you?
Anyway, as part of the great distraction plan I started watching Babylon 5. After hearing so many good things about it for years, I figured it was time to get it off my list and start watching. I have not been particularly drawn in by early season 1, but I am told I can skip most of it and head into season 2 where things start to get really good. I'm keeping the faith and going to try that, but if it doesn't grab me soon, I'm not sure how much longer I can hold out. I don't hate it. I just haven't found any reason to be excited about it yet.
However I have found a reason why not to burn CKR at the stake. Wilby Wonderful, which I had not seen before and loved a really lot and I wish to give Duck the biggest hug in the WORLD. Which, damn it, do you see how sneaky CKR is? He did this on purpose, planned years in advance for just this moment. Diabolical, I tell you. He should not breathe easy, this is only a temporary set back, and he will be my nemesis again just as soon as I stop baking cookies for this one character.
Anyway, as part of the great distraction plan I started watching Babylon 5. After hearing so many good things about it for years, I figured it was time to get it off my list and start watching. I have not been particularly drawn in by early season 1, but I am told I can skip most of it and head into season 2 where things start to get really good. I'm keeping the faith and going to try that, but if it doesn't grab me soon, I'm not sure how much longer I can hold out. I don't hate it. I just haven't found any reason to be excited about it yet.
However I have found a reason why not to burn CKR at the stake. Wilby Wonderful, which I had not seen before and loved a really lot and I wish to give Duck the biggest hug in the WORLD. Which, damn it, do you see how sneaky CKR is? He did this on purpose, planned years in advance for just this moment. Diabolical, I tell you. He should not breathe easy, this is only a temporary set back, and he will be my nemesis again just as soon as I stop baking cookies for this one character.