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[fan_eunice]

I am in a bad mood. My arm hurts. The compression sleeve is helping, but it's still driving me nuts, and the reality is sinking in that this is for keeps. Stupid lymph nodes. Stupid cancer. Also, I got a call that there is yet more financial aid paperwork to fill out in my quest not to have to sell my only child to pay medical bills. Stupid lack of universal health care.

Tell me something awesome, please? I need some awesome. Otherwise this ends with me randomly punching people in the face, and I might hurt my arm more if I do that.