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I am in an extraordinarily bad mood today. Keep refreshing flight status to see if my flight for tomorrow will be cancelled as well. Also, back to reading the breast cancer forums and boards which I know will only manage to alternately scare the hell out of me and piss me off, yet I do it anyway.
As distraction I am finally watching season 5 of SGA, which I am mostly enjoying. John Sheppard continues to thwart my attempts to OT3, since I find Rodney/Jennifer quite adorable and yet I still find it nearly impossible to believe John has any real romantic or sexual interest in women, like...at all. Which is strange for me. I pretty much read all fictional characters as default bisexual and multi-ship and OT3 like mad. And there is stupid John Sheppard with his stupid hair, who resists by giving off waves of either boredom or irritation at the prospect of having sex with a lady...unless she's currently beating the snot out of him, which...is a whole other thing. I want to set you up in my head with girls too, John...just give me something buddy, anything, that would convince me you wouldn't wander off bored in the middle.
I also need to catch up on Psych, next on my list. And I have a whole list of new to me shows to watch from Festivids. Fannish enthusiasm in general is actually at an all time low about...nearly everything right now (except possibly China Beach). I've postponed further vidding until I get back from this trip (if I ever even manage to get out), so there's not even a fannish activity thing going on. Just...kinda watching stuff, and feeling very behind and out of sorts and not really part of fandom as a whole right now. Ugh.
Real life kind of sucks balls on all fronts right now as well, which ain't helping. *shrug*...aren't I just a cheery ray of sunshine.
As distraction I am finally watching season 5 of SGA, which I am mostly enjoying. John Sheppard continues to thwart my attempts to OT3, since I find Rodney/Jennifer quite adorable and yet I still find it nearly impossible to believe John has any real romantic or sexual interest in women, like...at all. Which is strange for me. I pretty much read all fictional characters as default bisexual and multi-ship and OT3 like mad. And there is stupid John Sheppard with his stupid hair, who resists by giving off waves of either boredom or irritation at the prospect of having sex with a lady...unless she's currently beating the snot out of him, which...is a whole other thing. I want to set you up in my head with girls too, John...just give me something buddy, anything, that would convince me you wouldn't wander off bored in the middle.
I also need to catch up on Psych, next on my list. And I have a whole list of new to me shows to watch from Festivids. Fannish enthusiasm in general is actually at an all time low about...nearly everything right now (except possibly China Beach). I've postponed further vidding until I get back from this trip (if I ever even manage to get out), so there's not even a fannish activity thing going on. Just...kinda watching stuff, and feeling very behind and out of sorts and not really part of fandom as a whole right now. Ugh.
Real life kind of sucks balls on all fronts right now as well, which ain't helping. *shrug*...aren't I just a cheery ray of sunshine.