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I'm trying to get back in the habit of posting about tv as I watch it, but for today we'll just say Merlin made me HAPPY and Flashpoint BROKE MY HEART (and I will use my Ed icon, because I'm glad it's back even if it did kick me in the gut).

And now I will whine about my lymphedema. What's pissing me off about it, other than the whole chronic painful condition thing, is that I can no longer get the left side of my chest tattooed. I really wanted a full chest piece as my post mastectomy statement. Also annoying is that any sort of scar revision is also out. I hadn't decided one way or the other if I was going to do that, but I am annoyed that the decision was taken out of my hands. I mean, I could still have it done, but on balance I just don't see the benefit of potentially aggravating the lymphedema for cosmetic purposes. Meh.

Haven't touched any of my billion vidding projects in weeks, I'm thinking I might give them a poke this week...see if I'm still stuck in the perpetual land of unfinished and unmotivated, or if there is hope that I might actually vid again for real at any point in the future.

Wow, I am cranky today. *hugs you guys*