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Woo! Polls have closed and I got "Nathan cries on a beach because of Audrey" and we now have 24 hours to throw something up on the internets.

I feel as though, trelkez has the advantage here on account of she's already been vidding Haven, and I just finished watching it in a marathon induced haze and barely know where anything is. But that is okay.

You know why it's okay? Nathan's FACE. You guys might get a muddled mess of a vid (for which, if I do this song I have chosen there will be no excuse on this earth), but I get to wallow in Nathan's paaaain regardless of how it turns out. Which I think might make me a bit of a masochist on account of that face leaves me whimpering in a corner and clutching my heart, crying on a virtual beach in my soul.

Just. He has feelings, you guys. So. Many. FEELINGS.

See y'all tomorrow at noon. :D

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Babies. Babies are just about the only thing on the planet that don't make Nathan sad, so I can't put them in my vid. So instead I just need to stop and grab every passing person, and now my entire friendslist and grab y'all by the shoulders and shake you because Nathan with babies.

Oh. My. God. Just...I have been content with an only child for nearly 21 years. I cheered the arrival of early menopause. Except. I would totally have a baby just so Nathan could hold it. I would. I would have twins. Hell, I would join the whole Quiverfull movement and give Michelle Duggar a run for her money, if it just meant Nathan would hold babies forever.

WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME.

(actual vid, not progressing very well so I procrastinate here instead)