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All my computer parts will finally be here within the next few days (they were sent in multiple shipments and whatnot so it's a trickle)!!! I mean, then I actually have to build it, which scares me a little and I might not do that right away because there are some living situation thingies up in the air which I will talk about in more detail when I know more. But new computer!!! Vidding!!!

Drawing hit a big of a snag this week on account of an infected cyst, the details of which are best not discussed in public, that had the bad form to occur on my left side setting my broken lymph system into a tizzy. There were narcotics. Things are much improved, but the really annoying bit is the inability to pick up a pencil at all for several days broke momentum and I feel like I'm starting from scratch on a lot of things that I was starting to really get the hang of. I haven't done it enough that a lot of things are natural and automatic, so I've had to slow way back down and re-figure out how I did this or that or how I held the pencil there, and I can't do any of it for too long without risking aggravating the arm, which is still on high alert and more prone than usual to react very badly to repetitive stress (I actually kind of suspect that one of the reasons things went south so quickly with the infection issue is because I'd already been stressing the arm with the constant drawing) Bah. I hate being broken. I know that if I am careful and patient and take proper care of it, I will be able to do more with the arm as this flare up resolves, and if I don't, that way lies back to physical therapy and spending months with it wrapped like a mummy. I know that, but I hate being patient. It takes too long!!