Aw, hun, I am so sorry. I don't know how I missed this post initially. I remember the day Gareth died, and when it was time to leave his room at Hospice so the mortician could come for him, I realised I had to take his backpack with me, and it felt so wrong to take that away from him. I just couldn't wrap my head around the fact that he would never need any of those things again - his most precious items like his iPod and his wallet. So I totally get that feeling of something being so instinctively wrong. Hang in there. If you need to talk, I'm here.
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Date: 2016-02-23 09:09 pm (UTC)