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[fan_eunice]

pipsqueaky came to rescue me from my self-pitying funk of yesterday with a trip to Target, where I got new jammies, socks, and a small fiber optic xmas tree which is very shiny and I think will help. A bit of blinky lights never hurt anyone. Just spending time with another human being was a big boost, and pipsqueaky is always fun to be around :)

I've added a second part to my plan to hold on to my squee. Vidding Seven and Ace is good, but not enough on account of I have weird insecurity issues surrounding vidding that cause temper tantrums and moods that I need to be distracted from. Mostly I just need to stop reading fannish meta that I know is going to upset me. Part of the problem is that, while there are a lot of shows airing this year that I like, and some I even love, none of them quite own my soul like Doctor Who does right now which means it's hard to distract from that.

So my solution is to go back to another show I know owns my soul. I'm gonna do a Buffy rewatch to get me through the post Christmas, pre-season 4 gap. I think I'm going to start from season 7 and work my way backwards. I'm actually really looking forward to this. Aside from pulling out a random episode here or there I haven't really done a full on rewatch in...wow, two years. It's always interesting to me when I do show rewatches after a gap what changes there are in my focus as I do.

I haven't decided yet if I'll be posting about it as I go. Poll?

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