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Hrmph. I give up. I'm obviously not meant to be vidding at the moment because nothing is working. I am doing my best not to freak out and descend into a spiral of negativity over it, but it is leaving me rather flaily. I don't really feel like I have a fannish connection at the moment and it is driving me a bit batty. I'm sort of watching stuff but I don't really have anything to say about it. SGA looks really, really, OMG REALLY pretty in HD (seriously, the city shots in high definition are breathtaking) and I am actually enjoying this season a lot so far, but that spark of fannish...whatever that leads to posting and reading and participating just doesn't seem to be there for me this year. And everything sort of feels that way at the moment. I miss it. The doing something, vidding or writing about episodes or squeeing or just being involved somehow. Connected to either source or community or both in some active way, even if it is just me and a timeline bashing out a vid. I think I worry when this happens that fandom is going to somehow slip away and either I won't get back to it, or if I do there won't be a place for me. That scares me a little. Done whining now.
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