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Now I'm just spamming, but we've gone from utter glee to heartbreaking tragedy in a very short time. Why? The realization that I will almost certainly never have a Hugh Dillon action figure. I am so used to my people being in genre shows where at least the opportunity to purchase an action figure will present itself, that this horrible truth did not even occur to me until now. But then I'm talking to ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
greensilver and fangirling her over her vid and the conversation drifts to my irrational resentment of CKR, and how sometimes I wish I had a voodoo doll of him to stick pins in (don't try to make sense of it, I did note that it is entirely irrational) and how it would probably be easy to make such a doll. Except what I really want is a Hugh action figure to place lovingly on my desk with my other action figures, because this is a key component in how I express my PURE TRUE LOVE, and it will never be. WOE. DESPAIR. I might need to go rewatch that David Cook vid a bunch more times or something. Or get to work on figuring out how to stick pins in CKR. Either one would probably cheer me up.
greensilver and fangirling her over her vid and the conversation drifts to my irrational resentment of CKR, and how sometimes I wish I had a voodoo doll of him to stick pins in (don't try to make sense of it, I did note that it is entirely irrational) and how it would probably be easy to make such a doll. Except what I really want is a Hugh action figure to place lovingly on my desk with my other action figures, because this is a key component in how I express my PURE TRUE LOVE, and it will never be. WOE. DESPAIR. I might need to go rewatch that David Cook vid a bunch more times or something. Or get to work on figuring out how to stick pins in CKR. Either one would probably cheer me up.