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Those of you who have known me for awhile know that I have been failing in my quest to be butch for years. I try really hard. I do. I borrowed ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
vagabondage's punk clothes and had blue hair and was all tough at CVV last year and people just patted me on the head. Okay, and so I even shaved my head for crying out loud. I don't even own a single item of clothing that could be remotely called girly. I kill spiders and haul furniture for my girlfriend. sisabet says the failure comes as soon as I open my mouth. I must sadly report she is correct and GIVE UP FOREVER on ever being butch.
Why? 'Cause tonight, there I was with my shaved head and totally not girly clothes, hauling a 40 inch tv ALL BY MYSELF and when the AAA guy changingpipsqueaky's tire (long story) offered to help, I was all "No, I've got it." and he laughed at me and said the voice I used was like a little kid whining. Which is exactly what sisabet brings up every time I try to claim butchness. So I give up. I GIVE UP. FINE I AM NOT BUTCH.
But I have a really big TV. So there.
vagabondage's punk clothes and had blue hair and was all tough at CVV last year and people just patted me on the head. Okay, and so I even shaved my head for crying out loud. I don't even own a single item of clothing that could be remotely called girly. I kill spiders and haul furniture for my girlfriend. sisabet says the failure comes as soon as I open my mouth. I must sadly report she is correct and GIVE UP FOREVER on ever being butch. Why? 'Cause tonight, there I was with my shaved head and totally not girly clothes, hauling a 40 inch tv ALL BY MYSELF and when the AAA guy changing
pipsqueaky's tire (long story) offered to help, I was all "No, I've got it." and he laughed at me and said the voice I used was like a little kid whining. Which is exactly what sisabet brings up every time I try to claim butchness. So I give up. I GIVE UP. FINE I AM NOT BUTCH. But I have a really big TV. So there.