Whee, instant but not very deep thoughts below



We all know I suck at plot and shit, right? Good because this is mostly character reaction.

Hi, Eleventy? HI! It is getting to the point where my love for you is embarrassing even to me, and I am generally quite proud of my utter lack of shame. If I were more impulsive and not scared to leave my house most of the time, I might be out getting a tattoo with your name on it right now. Well, if I knew your real name. And if it wouldn't be confusing, because although I do love all of you, I don't love all of you THIS MUCH. I am also now shipping you with Rory VERY HARD (because OMFG, you...you wanted to know if he'd be okay catching you and Amy up. And you NEED HIM WITH YOU). And Amy still. And Nasreen, the awesome scientist lady. And the Silurian whose name I can't remember. On account of hate sex is good for the soul, and you should really stop doing that intense gaze of sudden hotness at evil people...I think maybe they are confused, like, do you want them to surrender or start stripping? And now I'm wondering if the Weeping Angels got so pissed off because statues can't strip. Just a word of advice from your friendly lesbian fan who is still all 'well, damn, son...that shit is hot. I might not do you, but I think everyone else SHOULD'. I'll bring my camera. *cough*

ANYWAY. Back to my point, which is your restrained grief "So much" and anger "I know how that sits in the heart" BREAKS ME. And, while I am well aware I am being manipulated with cheesy inspirational speeches, when you do it, I'm kinda about to stand up and clap myself. Shut up. I love that you care about lizard people, and war makes you that sad. I would also like to reiterate that although it would be a bad idea because you'd keep losing them and putting them in horrible danger and whatever, I would still like to see a TARDIS full of tiny children. Because every time one of them is around you, my heart GROWS THREE SIZES and I cannot restrain the out loud 'AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW' and deep love of the way you interact with and respect them like people. I love you. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. You can come get me anytime, by the way. I've packed a bag. I'm even old enough not to require supervision. Much.

Amy, you know you have been my TV girlfriend from the get go, right? Because how are you SO AMAZING, I don't even know (and you have *fantastic* legs, holy crap...*tries very hard not to objectify*) When you do things like running back to save the dude regardless of the danger to yourself, and even when you are so scared you are still so brave, I just...YOU. You put your engagement ring back on! AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW, you really do care about my batshit shippy heart. 'Did you just shush me?' OH, AMY...RUN AWAY WITH ME. Fine, you can bring Rory. And Eleven. And anyone else you want as long as I get to be there.

Rory, how you manage to get more awesome every time you step on screen I don't even know. But YOU DO. I love the way you don't particularly seek out adventure, but are more than willing to go along with it, and how your natural curiosity leads you to...end up standing in graves investigating on your own. I love that no matter how angry you are at Eleventy, and you had every right to be, you still listened (and can we go back to my first point, which is HOW MUCH I LOVE ELEVENTY FOR TREATING YOU AND ACCEPTING YOU LIKE A VALUED AND TREASURED MEMBER OF HIS TEAM). And that you're willing to call the sonic rubbish when it is. And every now and then you remind me that you are a nurse, a caretaker, when you say "Is everyone all right?" and you mean it, you're actually concerned about their well being and ready to jump to if they need help. <3 <3 <3

Nasreen, the awesome scientist lady? If Amy won't run away with me, will you? 'Cause I sort of love you A VERY MUCH LOT.

I'm just. Okay. I love these people. I love them a lot. It is like a special treat to get to spend an hour with them every week, regardless of what's going on around them. They could do an episode that revolved around the mystery of elevators that don't come faster when you push the button multiple times, and I'd probably still love it. Because of them.

And now I've just babbled a lot and said pretty much nothing except <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 using a lot of words, but whatever. I have got the BIGGEST CRUSH IN THE UNIVERSE on this Team TARDIS.
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