your whine for the day

Huh, I'm going to call this a win. Woke up this morning and my leg and back were not burning, twitching, or otherwise engaged in shooting pains. That was nice. If I am careful I can avoid aggravating it, and with Vicodin in reserve for when I can't...this is manageable. Same with the arm. As long as I don't overuse it in ways I know will annoy it, and remember to slather antibiotics on every scrape the second it happens, we've come to an uneasy peace where I don't even need my compression sleeve as much as I thought I would (I should, however, be wrapping more at night, but I'm lazy as fuck and wrapping your own arm is TRICKY). I'm still not happy about the little presents surgery and chemo left behind, but I'm starting to really see how it could be mostly livable.

This week's vid, on the other hand, is giving me fits. Found a song last night, and I am almost certain it will work if I can figure out how to put it all together. It would suck mightily (for me, anyway) if this project ground to a halt now, but then...every week I think this time I couldn't possibly pull it off and still a vid happens. So. Sometimes I think maybe I am insane for doing this. Or just being annoying as hell, because every episode, really? I'm not going to stop, but I do get insecure about sharing it, which doesn't help.

*waves hands around*